RECENTS

my recently taken polaroids. polaroid recently announced that they will discontinue the production of their film for instant cameras...what would andy think?

http://thelede.blogs.nytimes.com/2008/02/08/polaroid-abandons-instant-photography/

NOSTALGIA

THE B-52s

i remember riding in the car with my mom and sister and my mom was teaching hannah the words to "hot-pants" which is one of my favourite memories, hannah was maybe seven, and i was what eleven? i don't know, its funny because that song is sorta dirty, it was playing really loud, and we were all laughing.

and the summer before moving to minnesota i listened to them for like three months non stop, they were the only tapes in my car, them and madonna, and best of bowie. they make me want my family, and summer, and a little bit wyoming, like the drive to laramie.

anyway they are brilliant and fun, and if you think they are just "rock lobster", you are mistaken. They have a new album coming out called FUNPLEX, in march, so keep an eye out, i heard some of it and the lyric that stuck was, "I'm at the mall, and on a diet pill!!" so they haven't missed a beat.

OBAMA-RAMA

i volunteered for the barack obama campaign yesterday.

i went as a volunteer because molly's mom lisa is a precinct captain for obama. the event sold-out to twenty thousand in less than twenty four hours and volunteering seemed like a good way to inform myself and also see the next president of the united states speak in person. i went in thinking that i was going to be handing out buttons and the like...not the case.

we (brianne, lisa, joel, and naomi) were put into the special needs assistance group, helping handi-capped and disabled folks to their seats. probably one of the better jobs, but still really stressful. bri and joel went through the gigantic lines asking for people with disabilities to come forward if they felt they needed help to their seats...naomi and i were posted in the lobby, basically to keep everybody informed and happy until we could then escort them to the elevators and then their seats. there was problems with fold-out chairs and what have you...i think i was treated the way i was because i'm young, and inexperienced and in no position to argue with them as authority figures, but i found that i have little patience with brassy haired women with clipboards, walkie-talkies and a bad attitude.

after alot of hulabaloo and working for maybe three hours we did finally get to find seats, nose-bleed section seats...and see him via the screen cube thing. i was told by molly that i would get goosebumps hearing him speak. she is slightly biased, but the girl told no lie. the skeptic in me says that i would have gotten goosebumps watching a poodle do tricks on a skateboard in a stadium of twenty thousand people with a genuine enthusiasm for trick poodles...maybe not. he spoke with an urgency, he seemed like he had to get these words out, i think thats where it comes from, his speaking power. the things he said were what i thought he'd say, "health care for every american" and "we are gonna end this war in iraq" but those of course are wonderful things. i think that he will do those things.

I was especially interested in what he was saying when he started talking about making college affordable...we'll see obama, we will see.




***on a superficial note: there were two men in the group of two-hundred volunteers, and i fell in love with them. one of them was carrying a sign that said "NORWEGIANS FOR OBAMA" with the norwegian flag on it, and he also had a really exspensive looking digital slr camera with a lense the size of a tree trunk. the other looked like beck but with dark hair. later the volunteers gathered in a small room, under? behind? the stadium and we were getting a picture taken with obama as a group. everyone in charge had these silly, tiny digital cameras and the beautiful blonde one said in his norwegian accent, "you can use my kam er ah, it is proffessional digital kam er ah here" but nobody listened. we did get a picture and it was thrilling to be in a small room with obama himself.

don't forget to caucus for the senator tuesday: http://my.barackobama.com/page/content/mnlookupsem

SUCH DREAMS AS THESE

i have been having really vivid dreams recently, what with all this sleeping. last night i dreamed that me and my family were swimming in this gigantic lake. there were like pine trees growing under the water, and as you swam your legs got poked by the needles. the sky was huge and stormy and beautiful. we swam and swam and swam and eventually we arrived at the other side. a moment of the dream stands out, it was just me, my face the only thing sticking out of the water, i was swirling my self around with my arms, and the water was freezing an it was getting into my mouth. nothing drastic happened but i remember when we all got to the other side, i felt really elated and accomplished. there was no danger or rush...we were just swimming in silence for a really long time. and the other side was the same as the shore that we left.

i realized upon waking that i dream of water alot, and ships, and whales. i don't know what this means, and i don't really believe that there are universal symbols in dreams. water means something for me and something else for you. atleast i think thats what i think. i'm going to start keeping a dream journal.

SHE'S CRAFTY ETC.

i have fallen deeply profoundly in love. her name is mary ann heagerty, and i think that between her, her yarn installation/set, and quirky comedic timing, we are gonna be really happy together. plus i mean look at a bitch. and associations with james st james, my absolute idol. well, call me: signed sealed delivered.

SLEEPING SICKNESS

today is the second day i slept. slept until eight p.m. i don't know what this is, but i do worry that i am becoming a disney princess afflicted by some horrible curse.

when i'm not sleeping though, i am pro.duct.ive. look how i painted that model horse to be the same as my wall and towel.

AROUND HERE

benjmain and i painted the apartment. "sweet tangerine dream" is what matt at ace-hardware called it. i love matt at ace hardware. we kyped the colour directly out of the royal tenenbaums. i think it makes things look less poor.